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Straight walked out

I burned both the biohack.me forum and dangerous things forum last night. Don't know if I'm right for that; got frustrated, lost my patience. Grinding or Biohacking doesn't make you special. If you think it does, you're missing the point. Its easier to 'know' that you're correct or valuable by choosing some arbitrary point of reference that reinforces that. Am I guilty of that? Yes. I think that I have qualities that make me above the fray. I have just compared myself to others. I wish i could remember my past selves as a society of people, and compare myself to them. And only them. I get frustrated easily. I'm as faulted as most. Experience is a wonderful teacher, and seclusion isn't as beneficial as I think it is. Gnothi seauton. Work on it.
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A first

This woman that I love and unlove. I would do well in my life to never speak ill of her. She is good and kind, and I am the darkness encroaching on this world. I look too hard at it and it burns under my gaze. My mind. My mind is a box that no one should have to live in. It is voluntary solitude and self-destruction. It contains the world; And passing figments in the shapes of people. Nothing is real. All is illusion. And the question of what I choose as meaningful or important in this life is an elusive arbitrary one. I will always be wrong. My priorities misplaced until the day I die. And the only solace is at best an awareness of walking the wrong path. Who am I?  Asked the echo to the shadow in that empty room.
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